Monday, June 7, 2010

running away

Tonight, I'll be running away to a better place, away from all these meaningless somethings that haven't been able to leave my mind for so long. I want to take time off and think. Think about Me and only me. For so long now, I have been trying to avoid my emotions, trying not to feel what I thought I should or should not. But not anymore. I need to find myself again. Discover hidden strengths and weaknesses and just simply feel like myself again. There's so much I don't know. There's so much that I need to. But there's no room in my head for anything or anyone, NOT EVEN MYSELF. I'm running away to a better place. :)

2 comments:

UjjwalRaaj said...

I hope the 'running away' is on the metaphorical plane, and you're not considering running away in the literal sense. In case you are. Please don't!!!!

Shivangi Sud said...

I meant it in this way.. Running away to a different continent, in a city.. actually a tiny town, where there are hardly ten people who know you and don't really give a shit about whether you're there or not. And I'm already here. And I'm not coming back anytime soon. Trying to extend the visit. :)