Have you ever been in one of those moods when the only thing that can give you pleasure is someone else's hurt? Have you ever felt like being the cause of someone else's pain- Someone who you hate from the depths of a heart that you didn't know could hate so much... Have you ever felt sadistic pleasure at the thought of someone's pain-stricken face washed by fast coming tears that can't seem to stop with the most consoling words? Have you ever wished to see someone beg you to free them from hurt and guilt only you have the power to control? Have sweet memories ever been the cause for bitter revenge? Has hatred ever plagued your soul enough to make you crave the cry of a broken heart, the frustration of a confused mind being played games with, the anger of being lied to, the whimper of hurt screaming out of the chest. Have you ever felt like seeing someone wanting to say something but have him not able to because of a feeling clutching his throat like rocks forcefully shoved down? Have you ever wanted to see yourself have the upper hand over someone you let go off your pride and ego for?
Have I ever felt like that? YES!!!
Rightly said, "I'd rather have someone hate me than not care at all. Because as long as he hates me, I know I make a difference."
So, I'd rather not care at all.
3 comments:
That's very normal. Nothing to be ashamed of. Everyone goes through such a phase sometime in their life.
Relax and take things easy.
Things eventually work out for the better.
I know where this is coming from.
And these kind of posts can never be fiction.
Nevertheless, a brilliant piece of writing.
TBG, Sigh. Hopefully things do work out for the better.
Nil, Yeah. You know better than anyone else right now. And definitely NOT fiction.
Anyway, thank you! :| :)
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